Soul's Secret

The result amused me =D haha 


This is the website for the quiz btw: http://www.semeuke.com/quiz.html

     So I am Florida.  Today was a stormy day.  Anyway this is really amusing me though.  One of the kitties is cracking me up though.  He keeps going into my pocketbook.  I keep telling my cousin that they should train him and that they would get rich.  haha

     So I am Florida.  Today was a stormy day.  Anyway this is really amusing me though.  One of the kitties is cracking me up though.  He keeps going into my pocketbook.  I keep telling my cousin that they should train him and that they would get rich. 

So I had a fantabulous Cinco de Mayo!  I've actually never celebrated it before, but my mum and I decided we wanted to go out and actually do something... for once in our lives...lol.
    So we went out to Margarita's and feasted.  We ordered SO much food.  They accidently served me a beef taco instead of the vegetarian bean one that was what I ordered... they ended up comping my meal because of it.  I wasn't super mad, I didn't actually eat any of it, I could just tell by looking at it... it's been 13 years after all.... it didn't loook like beans... lol.  But my mum took a tiny bite to see and so she was like OMG it's meat... lol.  Never a pleasant surprise.
    Anyway other than that we had a wonderful time and I think they handled the situation very well.

    
    Earlier today wasn't quite as much fun.  I got up at 7am to bring my car in for inspection.  It didn't pass >.<
    Long story short there is just something stupid wrong with it, but sadly it won't pass... so I need to get that fixed.  So that's gonna cost like 500 bucks, but it'll be okay.  My dad says he'll help me out if I need it.  SO I have to leave Vermont early to get home and get that fixed and inspected in time.  : grumbles :  So that kind of upset my plans as I was supposed to be up here for a week >.<  But it'll all work out I guess.

     So today I bought a car!!!!  It is a very olde car, but that is okay.  It is a black 1997 Volkswagon Jetta.  It has power windows and power locks ( which I have never had in a car of my own before ).  It has a CD player and a sunroof.  The air conditioning works ( which really doesn't matter to me ) and the seats are fucking HEATED >.>
    There are some things that are a bit off and broken but in comparison I'm not worried about it.  Like the seat doesn't really move from where it is ( but Im good with where it is ).  The driver side window in the back doesn't unroll.  And then the boot doesn't unlock from outside, I have to unlock it from INSIDE the car, but again, I'm not worried about it.  
    I think it was a pretty decent deal.  I got it for $1,600.00.  The guy let me drive it off today...  I didn't even have the money in my account... he let me post date a check and he'll cash it on the 8th.  That was really sweet.  I got my insurance also.  It is $37.00 a month.  I don't have collision coverage for my car though, because it' doesn't really need protection... I didn't pay that much for it.  I'd probably end up spending so much more insuring it.  But I did get bodily injury coverage to myself and other people and coverage for the other person's car... so I think I did the best thing.  It isn't that much money which is good.  
    Now I just need to find a job or money coming in and I'll be all set <3

    But anyway I am super psyched!!!  I haven't had a car of my own for like 5 or 6 years!!  So it's pretty exciting - even if it is a really really olde car ^^:;  haha  It's nice to say MY car... instead of Mike's van.  Really nice.  AND I'll get to keep things in the car actually!!!  Like I'll be able to keep a pair of shoes and a trash bag and tissues!!  And my CDs and stuff without having Mike bitch me a new one!! 

    So all in all it was a pretty great day... minus Marshmallon walking around the house and screeching ALL fucking day and scratching my head open as I walked by ( and she doesn't ever put her claws out usually... so it was so weird ).
    But anyway, tomorrow she is going to grandma's house tomorrow and I am looking forward to having a little break.

     Today was a little bit difficult, but I managed.  I was just missing some people in my life that I wish were still here.  I do not know if I am better off without them or not, but either way it is the way it is and I have to try and come to terms with it.
    
    The con is in a couple of weeks and I just don't know if I am going to be able to bring myself to go.  I don't know if I can take seeing him with her.  I don't' know if I can handle seeing just him in general.  I don't know if I can.  After 7 or 8 years of him always being there, I don't know how I will be able to be in the same room with him and not speak to him.  I still have desires to share everything with him just out of sheer habit of telling him everything for the past 7 or however many years.  And I just never thought that he wouldn't be there and it's hard to handle.

    The singing at the church went well.  It was my last weekend singing there for a long time probably... maybe even ever.  It was kind of sad.  On one hand I am happy to be done with it, on the other hand I am going to miss it and am sad to see it go.  I guess mixed feelings are always fun.  lol
   

    Well it's 6AM and I'm up and at them to sing at the church.  Got up at 5... was gonna push it to 5:30 but my darling daughter ( kitten )  decided 5 was a lot better >.<  So I was up at 5.  Had some broth for my throat and now going to warm up.
    I may hang out with my cousin who lives near the church, especially since I won't be getting down that neck of the woods for a while now.  I hardly get to see her, so it should be nice.
    I am feeling a little bit sad this morning.  Missing some people that I care/d about.  I try to not think about it, but sometimes I feel a little emptiness where a piece of myself has been ripped out...

     So I am singing at the church in the morning so I am trying to get to bed early... gotta be up at 5AM.  It's the last time I'm singing at this church for a while... maybe even the last time ever.  I am pretty excited about this, because since they have changed readers it just hasn't been as much fun for me... he's kind of a jerk and it just is stressful for me.  I'm just kind of done with it.  But now I need to find another job.  But I'm sure I'll be able to.  I'm a good worker with lots of valuable skills.
    So I am liking my new LJ and the layout of it... however I am NOT a fan of the adds on it >.<  But the only way to get rid of that is to get a paid account and I don't have the money for that at the moment.  Probably once I get a job I will, just because those adds are really going to drive me nuts >.< lol
    My little angel has been beautiful today and I just wanted to write how much I love her  <3  She was so cute sitting by the window today.  She is so stunning.  I will have to post pictures soon <3
    Okay I am going to try to get some rest for church tomorrow...

Just when you think the neighbour's have no more trees to clear cut, they somehow miraculously find a BUNCH more to cut down.  Now I try not to let what other people do bother me, but this affects me and honestly it is really upsetting to me to hear all those trees fall...  It does something deep inside and it hurts.  So I am leaving so I don't have to listen to this shit anymore.  What retards.   

    I'm pretty tired.  I am trying to switch to be awake at least for a few days during the day.  I have to sing at the church tomorrow and then Monday I have a lot of things to do in regards to the accident in January.  I have stopped getting treatment for it and we're trying to close up the case, but the guy who rear-ended me's insurance is trying to make the accident my fault... because sitting at a stop light  stopped and not going when it it is red, is a bad thing apparently >.<  lol
    But anyway, so I have to try to close up this case and then get it out of my life.  I am quite done with it, and ready to rise above and ahead of it.  I'm still a bit sore and stuff from it, but I'll live.  

    Right now I am making some pasta and then I have to run off and do things... I am so busy lately, it's crazy.  But I don't mind so much.  
    These posts might be boring, but I'm trying to get into the habit of updating so that my friends aren't like is she alive? o.O  lol
    Alright, lunch is done... I will continue catching up with posts of others now =)